What it is about being home that makes me feel pangs of unexpected lonliness? I have my entire family and they fuss & fret over me, feed me, gush over my mere presence and usually, won’t leave me alone. But after all of that, I feel this deep hollow hole. And I feel like I have no one but myself. Isn’t it so funny? How ironic. Feeling the most alone when I have all the people who love me within the same capacity.
Have you ever felt this way? When you hear a song, watch a movie or read a book from the past, it makes you sad. Not because the actual content is sad but because it is from the past.
Sometimes I get sad because the sky is too blue and the sun is too bright.